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[quote][maroon][size=1][b]ODB said:[/b][/maroon][/size=1] [center]All I got to say is just one thing, you know what I'm sayin'? My name is Dirt Dog, you know what I mean, straight up, you know what I mean? You know, a lot of, a lot of people, a lot of people ah, they say, " Dirty can be, whateva the **** he can be", because whateva time you get in the shower any ***********' day, you still gon have to wash that dirt off of you, but when you step back back out that shower, whether tha water is dirty, or whether tha air is dirty, polluted, whateva you wanna see it, it's still gon' be [size=3][b]dirty![/b][/size=3] Ya undastand me? So Dirty don't play no games, straight up. Dis go out to all rappas. Dis go out my lil' um, [i]da lil' kids runnin' around in the school yards[/i]. [i]I love you[/i]..keep it good, [i]keep it good kids[/i], [i]cuz you know I love you[/i]. [i]Ima always love you[/i], [i]foreva[/i][/center][/quote] [font=Trebuchet MS][size=1][teal]R.I.P brutha...[/teal][/size=1][/font=Trebuchet MS]

[quote][size=1][maroon][b]ZiiNo wrote:[/b][/maroon][/size=1] [font=Trebuchet MS][size=1][teal]Cordial virgins to the bloomed game it's discreet... For when senority strikes the track, that's when the rookies is off-beat... If eva *the man* withdrawn from society suffices *within*... Then we all consider originality a sin... Then comes anotha day... Cuz anti-justice prevails, mallory still makin' the dough... We hang our heads frail, side to side to the eb n' flow... I suppose alternatives absent, nah, our vision's fogged up... Find a fix for these machines, being robots aint enuff...[/teal][/size=1][/font=Trebuchet MS][/quote] [font=Trebuchet MS][size=1][teal]I think that was dope... Deep, but high enough for you to understand... =]... Narcissism, nah... If nobody else'll appreciate it, why can't I?...[/teal][/size=1][/font=Trebuchet MS]

[font=Trebuchet MS][size=1][teal]Where are [i]you and[/i] I'm so sorry [b]I cannot sleep I cannot dream[/b] tonight [b]I need somebody[/b] and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted [hr] Webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you and hear [i]your voice of treason[/i] [i]Will[/i] you come home and [i]stop this pain tonight[/i] Stop this pain tonight[/teal][/size=1][/font=Trebuchet MS] [font=Trebuchet MS][size=1][teal]Bold my life, while I italicize yours...[/teal][/size=1][/font=Trebuchet MS]

[font=Trebuchet MS][size=1][teal]You're a beautiful boy With all your little toys [i]Your eyes have seen the world[/i] Though you're only four years old And your tears are streaming Even when you're smiling Please never be afraid to cry [hr] You're a beautiful boy With all your little ploys [i]Your mind has changed the world[/i] And you're now forty years old You got all you can carry And still feel somehow empty Don't ever be afraid to fly [hr] All you beautiful boys Creating multiple plays [i]You like to fence in your world[/i] And settle down when you're old You can run from pole to pole And never scratch your soul Don't be afraid to go to hell and back Don't be afraid to go to hell and back Don't be afraid to be afraid [/teal][/size=1][/font=Trebuchet MS]

[font=Trebuchet MS][size=1][teal]for the victims of this rotation of emotion I tend to get every now and then... The times where I don't care. resent. regret. ... I've gotten rid of some that were a burden to my well-being, seems as if they were just there to temporarily sustain me and my minor cravings, whatever they may be at the time... Some of them come back though, I wonder why... At that split moment they're personas are quite angelic to say the least, then not too soon they go back to where they were, and I go back to where I was when I left them... This reminds me of "Zestful Seclusion", but in this case it's "Isolation From Ignorance..The Inconsiderate..The I's And Not Me"... Better days yo, gives a nig[s][/s]ga a reason to inhale, exhale...[/teal][/size=1][/font=Trebuchet MS]

[font=Trebuchet MS][size=1][teal]I wonder what it means to others... Whether they're comfortable with it, or are they comfortable with others and their self-disclosure... I've ran into a few paxers who take advantage of this privacy, whether it be direct, through insecurity, or through other things, like being rude or rather having quite the vindictive persona to say the least... Either way, it's a coat, a shield for the self... Respect, you must(I guess:-[), but I wonder sometimes, how can you call yourself original being so withdrawn?... What benefit do you get out of acting out for the masses, or rather yourself?... I wonder=]...[/teal][/size=1][/font=Trebuchet MS]

[quote][size=1][maroon][b]ZiiNo wrote:[/b][/maroon][/size=1] [font=Trebuchet MS][size=1][teal]Fame is a bee... It has a song-... It has a sting-... Ah, too, it has a wing... Paraphrased: Fame is like a bee because it can bring joy( the bee's "song" );... it can hurt (a bee's sting);... and it can disappear, just as a bee can fly away...[/teal][/size=1][/font=Trebuchet MS][/quote]

[font=Trebuchet MS][size=1][teal]My mom's side of the family... [b]South Bronx[/b], the core, the life, the birth of what I love... Haven't been there before, but my grandmother and titi Mida are sending for me to come out there either this year or later on next year... Can't wait yo... Gots lots of family and friends(Thanx to PAXED) to meet, and get further aquainted with... [b]DoC[/b], [b]Monica[/b](Retardation_x), [b]Andrew[/b], [b]Sean[/b](o__0), [b]Ashley[/b](MistressOfDoom), [b]Solitaire[/b], probably my nig[u][/u]ga [b]Fern[/b] if he's out there by the time I go, [b]Tina[/b](Empanada) that's if she doesn't come out here first cuz she said she's goin' to Inglewood soon, [b]Josie[/b](NuthinButJordanz), most importantly [b]Kia[/b], but I hear tell from Solitaire that Ima have to take a boat called The Ferry to get over where she's at, but I don't mind at all... Oh, and hopefully I'll get to seeeeeeeeeeeeeee...the girl who's name shall remain withheld:ninja: :D... Man, I know all them damn New Yorkers gon' look at me like, "Who is [i]THIS[/i] muhfugga???", but I aint gon' trip, I'm still a Cali hood-bred nig[s][/s]ga, and that's what ima be out there... I know they got bloods n' **** out n' there, but it's such an imitation of us:D, damn shame, they make it look worse than it already is... LoL@ if I make any enemies out there, bad enough me n' Griddy got into it:lol:, I still don't giva ****... See ya when I get there ya'll;)...[/teal][/size=1][/font=Trebuchet MS]

[font=Trebuchet MS][size=1][teal]Is tomorrow... I been tryna save up some cheese in the bank, but it seems like every other day, I gotta take some money out for some bullshit, it's gettin' on my nerves... It's bad enough that I work part-time so I don't get payed that much, added on to the fact that I'm on Social Security, so I can't make that much money or they'll take cheese outta my check, but [size=3][b]DAMN[/size=3][/b], letta nig[i][/i]ga eat some crumbs man:dry:... I feel good about workin' though, show's that despite my age, Ima responsible ass nig[i][/i]ga that gets his stuff done, I mean, I been like this longer than nig[u][/u]gas four/fives year older than me... I'm not the one to shove it ina nig[u][/u]ga face though, I'd rather help them out... When I make it big, I wanna help all my folks, everybody in the hood that don't mind gettin' a helpin' hand in this world, ya know?... Close mouth don't get fed, but stubborness wont surpass compassion, ya dig?... [u]Word To The World[/u]: [b]don't forget where you came from[/b]... =]...[/teal][/size=1][/font=Trebuchet MS]

[font=Trebuchet MS][size=1][teal]That's my brother from another mother yo, real ******' talk... He got put in jail for robbery and I think possession of a .357, and is set to come out when I turn 25, which is in 2014, that's a long time:|... If there was anybody that would ride for me, die for me, whateva yo, it's that nig[i][/i]ga Pooh yo... Man, the memories homie, OCP(Outta Control Pimps) was the first clicc we had at school, I remember like yesterday all of us had on black, had everybody thinkin' there was about to be a mini holocaust in that muhfugga:D :ninja:... Havin' to run from some grown ass men from Hoover tryna shoot us up:scared:... Smokin' in his room while listenin' to "You aint neva had a friend like me" - Tupac... Gamin' females, talkin' about the come-up on a daily basis, havin' to deal wit ignant nig[b][/b]gas that didn't know any better... Now it feels like I'm on my own out here yo, aint got a soldier by my side, all I got is my mewziq, my word, and my nuts, go ahead n' pick one:|... Seems like everybody wants the best or most outta me anyway, tryna break me down, takin' advantage of the humility I possess, provokin' the anger I try to distinguish, or just not givin' a **** about me... *Listens to track 11 on PAXED playlist... "Life's So Hard" - Tupac... :music:...[/teal][/size=1][/font=Trebuchet MS]

[font=Trebuchet MS][size=1][teal]Mannn, I didn't have my work today yo, so I went up there, acted like I had work n' what not, then I was straight up wit him... "Mr. King, I feel like quittin' :|"... "Why is that De'Mawn???"... "Things just aint goin' right for me, and it seems like everything is goin' worse than it was before"... "Just finish some work n' come in tomorrow"... "Aite, thanx Mr. King"... ***********************************, I was [size=3][b]SO[/b][/size=3] bullshittin' about quittin'... Anyway yo, he gave me this paper to fill out to see if I'm eligible for an award or grant of somekind, which is coo yo, cuz now that I think about it, I wouldn't mind goin' to college... Kia says she wants to come out here for college, and I pray that she does yo, that would be THE BIZZNAZZZZZ8)<3...[/teal][/size=1][/font=Trebuchet MS]

[font=Trebuchet MS][size=1][teal]I think I got it from my dad... He used to work for Red Cross, goin' to people's houses teaching them how to do CPR n' what not, and I would learn how to greet people and keep conversation interestin' n' what not... I think as far as the people I know, the fact that I'm a very social person stands out... It's like, I can be walkin' around anywhere, and somebody'll come out of the blue like, " De'Mawn? Hey, how you been?" or somethin' of that nature, and I'm sittin' there thinkin' "Wow, all these people, I wonder how it'll be when I make it big, will they still know me, I'll still know them"... I'm not the type to get "Hollywood" on folks... My friend Orlando Brown(You may have seen him on "That's So Raven" ) is the same way, he can be as famous as the next celebrity, but he'll neva forget the hood(Well, I hope he don't:-[)... Good times, him and I would have in the hood, goin' to middle school, kickin' it at the house... He used to rap too, but truth is, he should stick to actin':D... That's my boy though... Anyway, aint nuthin' wrong with being social as long as you're pre-cautious about the people you associate yourself with...[/teal][/size=1][/font=Trebuchet MS]

[font=Trebuchet MS][size=1][teal]Rarely escape my eyes, but every now and then, I'll be kickin' back either around the house, or outside somewhere, and out of no where, there comes a tear slidin' down the side of my face... I haven't cried since my friend James died from a car accident, so these tears(and no, they're not just wind blowed tears) must be for some reason, but as of now, I don't know what reason that is... Every single time it happens I just sit there and think about my life yo, everything I've been through, and the things I continue to go through...[/teal][/size=1][/font=Trebuchet MS]