Fri Aug 31 20:08:17 -0700 2007
WITH ALL THEZE PEOPLE WHO DONT LIKE ME AND WANNA HATE ON ME I GOTTA SET STUFF STRAIGHT/IM JUST SHANA AND THATS IT AINT NO NEED TO DEBATE/I WEAR WAT I WANNA WEAR AND SPEAK WAT I BELIEVES/AND ENOUGH WIT ALL THE DUMB QUESTION IM NOT WWW.ASKJEEVES/AND YES IM INTELLIGENT SO DONT SPEAK 2 ME LIKE IM STUPID/I DONT WANNA MAKE U FALL IN LOVE BUT ILL SHOOT AN ARROW IN YA HEAD LIKE IM CUPID/OH YEA IM NOT SUBJECTED 2 LIKE U IF I JUS DONT/IF I DONT FEEL LIKE WASTED MA TIME FIGHTIN U THEN I WONT/IM NOT COWARDLY I JUS DO WAT I WANT WHEN I WANT TO IF IM IN CHARGE OF MY LIFE/I COULD SETTLE OUR DISPUTE OR JUS WANNA STAB U WITH WORDS LIKE A KNIFE/ U DONT HAVE 2 LIKE ME EITHER SO DONT FEEL LIKE U HAVE 2/I DONT CARE IF U DONT CARE SO JUS DO WAT U DO/IM JUS GETTIN OUT WAT I THINK SO IF U DONT APPROVE THEN HOW UNFORTUNATE/AVERT UR EYES AND JUS STOP READIN IT/LIKE A TEA KETTLE IM JUS BLOWIN OFF SOME STEAM/GETTIN MY SELF TOGETHER LIKE PLAYERS DO BEFORE A GAME WHEN THEY ON A CHAMPIONSHIP FOOTBALL TEAM/SO PLEASE DONT BRING ME SUM DUMB STUFF CAUSE I DONT LIKE IT ONE BIT/AND JUST TO LET U KNOW I'M TIRED OF BEIN UNDERESTIMATED/AND DONT COME TO ME BEIN ALL BEASTY CAUSE I'VE JUS ABOUT HAD IT!
Wed Aug 22 00:25:02 -0700 2007
[Andre 3000 with chorus in back saying "I choose you babe!"]
So, I typed a text to a girl I used to see
Sayin that I chose this cutie pie with whom I wanna be
And I apologize if this message gets you down
Then I CC'd every girl that I'd see see round town and
I hate to see y'all frown but I'd rather see her smiling
Wetness all around me, true, but I'm no island
Peninsula maybe, makes no sense I know, crazy
Give up all this ***** cat thats in my lap no lookin back
Spaceships dont come equipped with rearview mirrors
They dip as quick as they can
The atmosphere is now ripped
Im so like a Pip, Im glad its night
So the light from the sun would not burn me on my bum
When I shoot the moon high, jump the broom
Like a premie out the womb
My partner yellin "Too soon! Dont do it! Reconsider!
Read some litera - ture on the subject
You sure? **** it
You know we got your back like chiroprac - tic
If that ***** do you dirty
we'll wipe her ass out as in detergent
Now hurry hurry, go on to the altar
I know you aint a pimp but pimp remember what I taught ya
Keep your heart 3 stacks, keep your heart
Aye, keep your heart 3 stacks, keep your heart
Man, these girls is smart, 3 stacks, these girls is smart
Play your part
Play your part"
[Pimp C:]
Sweet jones
By ***** a choosey lover, never **** without a rubber
Never in the sheets, like it on top of the cover
Money on the dresser, drive a compressor
Top notch hoes get the most, not the lesser
trash like the **** for 40 dollars in the club
******g up the game, ***** you gets no love
She be cross country givin all that she got
A thousand a pop, Im pullin Bentleys off the lot
I smashed up the grey one, bought me a red
Every time we hit the parking lot we turn heads
Some hoes wanna choose but them ******* too scary
Your ***** chose me, you aint a pimp you a fairy
[Chorus:]
Ooooooohhh Ooooooohhh
I choose you girl
[Bun B:]
Baby you been rollin solo, time to get down with the team
Because its greener on that other side if you know what I mean
I'll show you **** you've never seen
The 7 wonders of the world
And I can make you the 8th if you wanna be my girl
When I say my girl I don't mean my woman, that aint my style
Need a real streets stalker to walk a green mile
We burnin up the paper on the dining room table
Cause you able to realize I'm the truth and not a fable
We rockin precious sable, keep that chilla on the rack
What I look like with some thousand dollar **** up on my back
Im a million dollar mack, need a billion dollar *****
Put my pimpin in your life, watch your daddy get rich
Easy as A B C, simple as 1 2 3
Get down with UGK, Pimp C, B U N B
Cause whats a hoe with no pimp, and whats a pimp with no hoes
Dont be a lame, you know the game and how it goes
We tryin to get jones
[Chorus:]
OOOooooohhh Ooooooohhh
I choose you girl
[Big Boi:]
Eni mini decisions with precision I pick
Or make my selection on who I choose to be with
Girl dont touch my protection, I know you want it to slip
But slippin is something I dont do, tippin for life? (Mmm mmm!)
Thats like makin it rain
Every month on schedule (mmmHhmm!) Let me tell you
Get your parasol umbrella cause its gonna get wetter
Better prepare you for the see-saw pole
She supposed to spend it on that baby but we see she dont
[Chopped & Screwed]
Ask ask Paul McCartney the lawyers gettin sloppy
Slaughter slaughter of them pockets, had to tie her to a rocket
Send her into outer space, I know he wish he could
Cause he payin 20K a day, that b****is eating good
Like an infant on a double D b**** is getting plump
Cause he miscalculated the next to the last bump
[Chopped & Screwed]
Dump dump in the gut, walk it off from the giddy up
Better chose the right one or pick pick the kitties up
[Chorus:]
Ooooohhhhh Ooooooohhh
I chose you girl
IIIIiiii
I chose you baby
Tue Aug 07 19:04:44 -0700 2007
stuff iz crazy once u reAlly understand/not 1 human who can really guide u and hold ya hand/they let go when thingz goin outta porportion/like if a teen get pregnate wit no money she say time 4 abortion/well the only one we have around all the time iz God/but sometiez u cant feel he'z there when prayin n it feelz kinda odd/most turn 2 smokin or drinkin 4 ther problemz they got/some people choose nicotine and have they lungs and teeth rot/when the alcoholics and crackheadz want to pay 4 help, rehabs the place to go/but some of em like Amy Winehouse and say no, no, no/the business world out there, u kno it can be crazy/when we dont feel like trying 2 understand it they labeled az lazy/ lower class maybe/ but when u hit it rich ur hood might disown u and think u aint 4 em no more/some of the people u thought were ur folks aint got ya back no more/if you wanna move to a safer place ur labeled az a lame/and a persone who hasnt stayed true to a game/funny how ur labeled with no time before u even have a chance 2 express urself/ by a noun or an adjective ya know the wordz u use to express urself?!/the whole concept Iz dumb/judge u before ur preformance iz even done?/but well thatz on yall/united u might stand united yall selves fall/but i kno thiz much, i wasnt invovled wit it/but ****** alwayz wanna claim u wuz wit it/but anyway back 2 me/ma sister has changed right in fronta me/she used 2 chow down on barbeque, loved bow wow and liked rap like ma flock/now shez a vegetarian and would rather drop rap for a lot of rock/she say most rap iz men sayin"have sex wit me, and suck ma..."you knowz what/most need 2 know wen 2 keep they mouth shut/they losin fans cause they usin new and not their own lyrics/calin most women(who aren't) hoez, *******, and trickz/would they call they mama that to her face/cause the way they let them words flyin round is disgrace/a ***** get confused and upset and wanna call me one of those above?/i'll show how the real women do it and show him sum tough love/they will all soon learn i aint the one to "play round wit"/cause ill teach him real quick/you dont gotta love or hate thiz gurl right here/but u will respect me if i kno u, ya hear/no i aint just another ine of em chicks you know/so when im around u , ya act liek you know!/yea i got a nice amout of haters/boyz, gurlz, when ya wanna get at me?Now or later?/but yea sum dayz they wanna make friendz wit me/ so no matter wat the gender i respond "oh really"/im a yung lady tryna do right and get ma education which leads to the money/so if u dont like that, well that iz how itz gonnna be/so 2 wrap it up i love yall/haters n all/judge wateva u want cause u a fraud/the real judge iz God/ALL MA FAM, FRIENDZ, EVERYONE ELSE DO WATCHA DO/THE MAN UPSTAIRS GOT THE PLAN 4 U!!!
U PEOPLE WHO DONT LIKE ME BUT WHEN U IN MA FACE U THINK ITZ GUD,NEWSFLASH! U PHONY!
STAY UP; SHANA N WILSON I DONT CARE WAT YALL SAY THIS THE ONE AND ONLY
Sat Jul 21 16:35:47 -0700 2007
her psycologist ask why are you taking the worst drug
she smiles she shrugs
he ask do you know what ur doing to urself, miss
she say why the hell u care, sh** ur pissed
the doc says you have to go to rehabto get help
her heart is racing she lets out a short welp
her hand goes to her chest
she lays down, to rest
tears build in her eye
she's thinkin oh no i dont wanna die
the lady says miss are u okay
she's thinking i dont wanna die today
she tries to get up to walk
she tries to make noise she cant even talk
The lady is confused doesn't know what to do
she wants to ask , to tell her to help you
shes on the floor unable to move
the ambulance come ask whats wrong waiting for her to prove
im on drugs and now i wont ever see my family again
now she puts her hands together, start prayin
God i wanna see my boyfriend my brother my mom
she wants to take a breath of oxygen u need some
her eyes are heavy they are now closed and will not open
she is now in the hospital people standing around u hopin
u live to see another day, and have another day to live
there is a bump and a beep on that one flat line, they scream she's gonna live
her eyes open, a blurry vision of people of her family appear
in her eye there is a tear
but this one is not from pain
it's the thought that something comes from prayin
from that day on she never even touched drugs anymore
it didn't manner if she was rich or poor
it wasnt rehab that did the job
it was prayer and a lot of help from god
Sat Jul 21 16:08:40 -0700 2007
cells confine u like an beast
never any gud food never a feast
no more fun in games because u stepped completely out of line
not getting out soon so no need to whine
of course you lie say u didnt do the crime
no your payin 152 years of time
in jail there aint no love for you
everyone is the same gender as you exept 4 maybe the guards or people who serve food
they say crime doesn't pay but it does for someone else
you would rather be out of here, anywhere else
u feel like killin some of ur enemies, now your official enemy is the police
ur rich boyfriend just paid for ur release
funny how money can pay for murder or a lot of other crimes that are done
the police say stay out of trouble, u murmur it has just begun.
Fri Jul 20 16:48:16 -0700 2007
SHES BEEN THERE FOR ALL MA YEARS AND THOSE EXTRA NINE MONTHS TOO
WHEN I WAS GOING THROUGH THINGS SHE THERE TO SAY "I LOVE YOU"
SHE IS DOES WHATEVER TO HELP ME GET THROUGHT LIFE
WHATEVER THE PAIN OF STRIFE
SHE IS INTELLIGENT, AS BRIGHT AS THE SUN
WHENEVER I LNEED A HUG SHES THERE TO GIVE ME ONE
WHENEVER I DO AN OUTRAGEOUS THING
I RECIEVE A WISE AND POWERUL TALKING
OH YES WE HAD SOME SEVERE UPS AND DOWNS
NO MATTER WHAT SHE STILL STAYS AROUND
DID I MENTION SHE DOES THIS ALL BY HERSELF
SHE DESERVES HUNDREDS OF AWARDS ON A SHELF
WEVE BEEN THROUGH IT ALL
IN LIFE SHE GETS RIGHT BACK UP WHENEVER THERES A FALL
WHEN I SCREAMED I HATE YOU SHE KNEW I DIDNT MEAN THAT
YOU KNOW SHE YELLS I LOVE U TOO RIGHT BACK?!
ONLY GOD IS PUT ABOVE HER
IF U DIDNT KNOW THE ANSWER IS MY MOTHER
Fri Jul 20 16:27:25 -0700 2007
I LUV HIM, HE LUV ME
WHENEVER HE TALKS TO ME, ITS SO SINCERELY
HE'D DO JUST ABOUT ANYTHING I ASK HIM TO DO
ALL HE'LL SAY BACK IS WHAT, WHERE, AND WHO.
I WOULD MAYBE DO WHATEVER HE WANTS FROM ME
EVEN WHEN HE GOES OFF AND ACT SO STUPIDLY
WE ARE TOGETHER! NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAYZ!
WE STICKIN TOGETHER FOR YEARS MONTHS WEEKS AND DAYZ!
HE'LL SHARE WHATEVER HE HAS,MATERIALS AND ADVICE, WITH YOUR'S TRULY
EVEN WHEN IM OUT OF LINE AND ACT UNRULY
WHO IS HE, OH HE IS NO OTHER
THAN J MY BEST FRIEND AND BROTHER
Fri Jul 20 16:18:00 -0700 2007
IM SITTIN IN MY ROOM HEAD TILTED 2 DA SIDE
MA MOMMA STEADY SAYIN I LOOK ALL DREAMYEYED
MA STOMACH IS CHURNING
THERE IS A CERTAIN PERSON IM YEARNING
I SEE THEIR FACE IN MA BOWL OF HONEY NUT CHEERIOS
WHY IZ HE IN MA HEAD I DONT KNOW
I START WALKIN AROUND BEIN ALL SMILEY
LAUGHIN WHENEVER HE TALKS TO ME
HE'S PUT A SPELL ON ME WITH HIS VOICE
SHOULD I TELL HIM ABOUT IT? I TRY AND MAKE A CHOICE
HIS NAME I WONT TELL MY FRIENDS
WHEN I DO THEY SAY HE AINT NOTHIN THEN
WHAT IS THIS OH SO CRAZY FEELIN IN MYSELF I WANNA ASK A DOCTER
THIS FEELIN STARTS TO BE A BOTHER
SO U ASK WHAT AM I THINKIN OF
I ANSWER I THINK I WANNA FALL OUT OF LOVE.
Thu Jul 19 15:29:02 -0700 2007
I was born in a small town in Arkansas by the name of Pine Bluff.
In the country, yea that gud down South.
I come from strong families. The Wilson family, the Goins, and the Davis family.
I was raised under the idea that good things dont come easy.
I was raised listening to rap, hip hop, and R&B. T-pac, Aaliyah, and TLC
I'd make up songs and raps. and get ups from my family.
I came from watchin B girls and B boys playin basketball and showin luv 2 people who cant play
I come from where people sit and get rides on the back of pick up trucks.
I came up without my Daddy.
He has been in prison since i ws a little bit.
I grew up writing letters back and forth to him.
I grew up knowing my familt got ma back and knowing they'll tell you u not doing right when u not!
I grew up with people always around me.
I grew up sittin wit ma brotha
and having love 4 him and all them otha Be Be's kids no matter wat they did
I grew up to be Shana Wilson.
Sun May 13 17:23:22 -0700 2007
People hatin on me like its they occupation
Tell me sh*t 2 ma face so there's no complication
I scared of no ***** or chick
If u wanna squad up then jus come with it
Im out here doin what i do best
If u come between me and and ma goals u get a shot 2 the chest
Keep hatin cause u doin me a favor
Step up and shock u like i stuck u wit a tazer
Sun Feb 25 17:56:48 -0800 2007
Hi everybody i would like to have your moment in time to say. Thank u Chicken
Sun Feb 25 17:45:47 -0800 2007
huh u say u dont like me
im just myself n people wanna fight me
i dont care yet im cant help to be known
not another lifeless human drone
Sun Dec 31 04:47:47 -0800 2006
These ****** out here be tryin 2 talk they ****
They aint the **** one bit
Think they hard and stay on the grind
Thats why they stay at the back of my mind
Get on my nerves with that **** so i tell him wat it be
Take a real man to be with a girl like me.
Sun Jun 18 03:44:32 -0700 2006
here we is yet again arguin
this is like the hundreth time again.
When i say somethin' you neva pay no mind
Now i make ya listen and not be so kind
When i talk you like the opposite thing to say
But thats okay
You'll learn someday.
Sun Jun 18 03:38:28 -0700 2006
When I be like what the hell
they in shock
act like i been living under a rock
Look at me crazy like im sooooo lost
When i pay a 'whatever' can you pay back the cost.
When im confused i bet ya feel a lot smarter and a retarded reck
errrr wrong ya UNcorrect beeeeeeeeeee-yotch!!!!
Sun Jun 18 03:28:24 -0700 2006
Love, is it a temporary event?
Something that is forever and always content?
Is it something that is always true?
Does it start, then ends and rips the heart out you?
Is it a fat lie or sometihing that was meant to be?
Love...what is it....you tell me.