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I'VE HAD IT!

Fri Aug 31 20:08:17 -0700 2007
WITH ALL THEZE PEOPLE WHO DONT LIKE ME AND WANNA HATE ON ME I GOTTA SET STUFF STRAIGHT/IM JUST SHANA AND THATS IT AINT NO NEED TO DEBATE/I WEAR WAT I WANNA WEAR AND SPEAK WAT I BELIEVES/AND ENOUGH WIT ALL THE DUMB QUESTION IM NOT WWW.ASKJEEVES/AND YES IM INTELLIGENT SO DONT SPEAK 2 ME LIKE IM STUPID/I DONT WANNA MAKE U FALL IN LOVE BUT ILL SHOOT AN ARROW IN YA HEAD LIKE IM CUPID/OH YEA IM NOT SUBJECTED 2 LIKE U IF I JUS DONT/IF I DONT FEEL LIKE WASTED MA TIME FIGHTIN U THEN I WONT/IM NOT COWARDLY I JUS DO WAT I WANT WHEN I WANT TO IF IM IN CHARGE OF MY LIFE/I COULD SETTLE OUR DISPUTE OR JUS WANNA STAB U WITH WORDS LIKE A KNIFE/ U DONT HAVE 2 LIKE ME EITHER SO DONT FEEL LIKE U HAVE 2/I DONT CARE IF U DONT CARE SO JUS DO WAT U DO/IM JUS GETTIN OUT WAT I THINK SO IF U DONT APPROVE THEN HOW UNFORTUNATE/AVERT UR EYES AND JUS STOP READIN IT/LIKE A TEA KETTLE IM JUS BLOWIN OFF SOME STEAM/GETTIN MY SELF TOGETHER LIKE PLAYERS DO BEFORE A GAME WHEN THEY ON A CHAMPIONSHIP FOOTBALL TEAM/SO PLEASE DONT BRING ME SUM DUMB STUFF CAUSE I DONT LIKE IT ONE BIT/AND JUST TO LET U KNOW I'M TIRED OF BEIN UNDERESTIMATED/AND DONT COME TO ME BEIN ALL BEASTY CAUSE I'VE JUS ABOUT HAD IT!

international playaz anthem

Wed Aug 22 00:25:02 -0700 2007
[Andre 3000 with chorus in back saying "I choose you babe!"] So, I typed a text to a girl I used to see Sayin that I chose this cutie pie with whom I wanna be And I apologize if this message gets you down Then I CC'd every girl that I'd see see round town and I hate to see y'all frown but I'd rather see her smiling Wetness all around me, true, but I'm no island Peninsula maybe, makes no sense I know, crazy Give up all this ***** cat thats in my lap no lookin back Spaceships dont come equipped with rearview mirrors They dip as quick as they can The atmosphere is now ripped Im so like a Pip, Im glad its night So the light from the sun would not burn me on my bum When I shoot the moon high, jump the broom Like a premie out the womb My partner yellin "Too soon! Dont do it! Reconsider! Read some litera - ture on the subject You sure? **** it You know we got your back like chiroprac - tic If that ***** do you dirty we'll wipe her ass out as in detergent Now hurry hurry, go on to the altar I know you aint a pimp but pimp remember what I taught ya Keep your heart 3 stacks, keep your heart Aye, keep your heart 3 stacks, keep your heart Man, these girls is smart, 3 stacks, these girls is smart Play your part Play your part" [Pimp C:] Sweet jones By ***** a choosey lover, never **** without a rubber Never in the sheets, like it on top of the cover Money on the dresser, drive a compressor Top notch hoes get the most, not the lesser trash like the **** for 40 dollars in the club ******g up the game, ***** you gets no love She be cross country givin all that she got A thousand a pop, Im pullin Bentleys off the lot I smashed up the grey one, bought me a red Every time we hit the parking lot we turn heads Some hoes wanna choose but them ******* too scary Your ***** chose me, you aint a pimp you a fairy [Chorus:] Ooooooohhh Ooooooohhh I choose you girl [Bun B:] Baby you been rollin solo, time to get down with the team Because its greener on that other side if you know what I mean I'll show you **** you've never seen The 7 wonders of the world And I can make you the 8th if you wanna be my girl When I say my girl I don't mean my woman, that aint my style Need a real streets stalker to walk a green mile We burnin up the paper on the dining room table Cause you able to realize I'm the truth and not a fable We rockin precious sable, keep that chilla on the rack What I look like with some thousand dollar **** up on my back Im a million dollar mack, need a billion dollar ***** Put my pimpin in your life, watch your daddy get rich Easy as A B C, simple as 1 2 3 Get down with UGK, Pimp C, B U N B Cause whats a hoe with no pimp, and whats a pimp with no hoes Dont be a lame, you know the game and how it goes We tryin to get jones [Chorus:] OOOooooohhh Ooooooohhh I choose you girl [Big Boi:] Eni mini decisions with precision I pick Or make my selection on who I choose to be with Girl dont touch my protection, I know you want it to slip But slippin is something I dont do, tippin for life? (Mmm mmm!) Thats like makin it rain Every month on schedule (mmmHhmm!) Let me tell you Get your parasol umbrella cause its gonna get wetter Better prepare you for the see-saw pole She supposed to spend it on that baby but we see she dont [Chopped & Screwed] Ask ask Paul McCartney the lawyers gettin sloppy Slaughter slaughter of them pockets, had to tie her to a rocket Send her into outer space, I know he wish he could Cause he payin 20K a day, that b****is eating good Like an infant on a double D b**** is getting plump Cause he miscalculated the next to the last bump [Chopped & Screwed] Dump dump in the gut, walk it off from the giddy up Better chose the right one or pick pick the kitties up [Chorus:] Ooooohhhhh Ooooooohhh I chose you girl IIIIiiii I chose you baby

STUFF THAT WAS ON MA MICROSOFT WORD. FOUND IT

Tue Aug 07 19:04:44 -0700 2007
stuff iz crazy once u reAlly understand/not 1 human who can really guide u and hold ya hand/they let go when thingz goin outta porportion/like if a teen get pregnate wit no money she say time 4 abortion/well the only one we have around all the time iz God/but sometiez u cant feel he'z there when prayin n it feelz kinda odd/most turn 2 smokin or drinkin 4 ther problemz they got/some people choose nicotine and have they lungs and teeth rot/when the alcoholics and crackheadz want to pay 4 help, rehabs the place to go/but some of em like Amy Winehouse and say no, no, no/the business world out there, u kno it can be crazy/when we dont feel like trying 2 understand it they labeled az lazy/ lower class maybe/ but when u hit it rich ur hood might disown u and think u aint 4 em no more/some of the people u thought were ur folks aint got ya back no more/if you wanna move to a safer place ur labeled az a lame/and a persone who hasnt stayed true to a game/funny how ur labeled with no time before u even have a chance 2 express urself/ by a noun or an adjective ya know the wordz u use to express urself?!/the whole concept Iz dumb/judge u before ur preformance iz even done?/but well thatz on yall/united u might stand united yall selves fall/but i kno thiz much, i wasnt invovled wit it/but ****** alwayz wanna claim u wuz wit it/but anyway back 2 me/ma sister has changed right in fronta me/she used 2 chow down on barbeque, loved bow wow and liked rap like ma flock/now shez a vegetarian and would rather drop rap for a lot of rock/she say most rap iz men sayin"have sex wit me, and suck ma..."you knowz what/most need 2 know wen 2 keep they mouth shut/they losin fans cause they usin new and not their own lyrics/calin most women(who aren't) hoez, *******, and trickz/would they call they mama that to her face/cause the way they let them words flyin round is disgrace/a ***** get confused and upset and wanna call me one of those above?/i'll show how the real women do it and show him sum tough love/they will all soon learn i aint the one to "play round wit"/cause ill teach him real quick/you dont gotta love or hate thiz gurl right here/but u will respect me if i kno u, ya hear/no i aint just another ine of em chicks you know/so when im around u , ya act liek you know!/yea i got a nice amout of haters/boyz, gurlz, when ya wanna get at me?Now or later?/but yea sum dayz they wanna make friendz wit me/ so no matter wat the gender i respond "oh really"/im a yung lady tryna do right and get ma education which leads to the money/so if u dont like that, well that iz how itz gonnna be/so 2 wrap it up i love yall/haters n all/judge wateva u want cause u a fraud/the real judge iz God/ALL MA FAM, FRIENDZ, EVERYONE ELSE DO WATCHA DO/THE MAN UPSTAIRS GOT THE PLAN 4 U!!! U PEOPLE WHO DONT LIKE ME BUT WHEN U IN MA FACE U THINK ITZ GUD,NEWSFLASH! U PHONY! STAY UP; SHANA N WILSON I DONT CARE WAT YALL SAY THIS THE ONE AND ONLY

pray

Sat Jul 21 16:35:47 -0700 2007

her psycologist ask why are you taking the worst drug

she smiles she shrugs

he ask do you know what ur doing to urself, miss

she say why the hell u care, sh** ur pissed

the doc says you have to go to rehabto get help

her heart is racing she lets out a short welp

her hand goes to her chest

she lays down, to rest

tears build in her eye

she's thinkin oh no i dont wanna die 

the lady says miss are u okay

she's thinking i dont wanna die today

she tries to get up to walk

she tries to make noise she cant even talk

The lady is confused doesn't know what to do

she wants to ask , to tell her to help you

shes on the floor unable to move

the ambulance come ask  whats wrong waiting for her to prove

im on drugs and now i wont ever see my family again

now she puts her hands together, start prayin

God i wanna see my boyfriend my brother my mom

she wants to take a breath of oxygen u need some

her eyes are heavy they are now closed and will not open

she is now in the hospital people standing around u hopin

u live to see another day, and have another day to live

there is a bump and a beep on that one flat line, they scream she's gonna live

her eyes open, a blurry vision of people of her family appear

in her eye there is a tear

but this one is not from pain

it's the thought that something comes from prayin

from that day on she never even touched drugs anymore

it didn't manner if she was rich or poor 

 it wasnt rehab that did the job

it was prayer and a lot of help from god 

jail

Sat Jul 21 16:08:40 -0700 2007

cells confine u like an beast

never any gud food never a feast

no more fun in games because u stepped completely out of line

not getting out soon so no need to whine

of course you lie say u didnt do the crime

no your payin 152 years of time

in jail there aint no love for you

everyone is the same gender as you exept 4 maybe the guards or people who serve food

they say crime doesn't pay but it does for someone else

you would rather be out of here, anywhere else

u feel like killin some of ur enemies, now your official enemy is the police

ur  rich boyfriend just paid for ur release

funny how money can pay for murder or a lot of other crimes that are done

the police say stay out of trouble, u murmur it has just begun. 

DEAR MOTHER

Fri Jul 20 16:48:16 -0700 2007

SHES BEEN THERE FOR ALL MA YEARS AND THOSE EXTRA NINE MONTHS TOO

WHEN I WAS GOING THROUGH THINGS SHE THERE TO SAY "I LOVE YOU"

SHE IS DOES WHATEVER TO HELP ME GET THROUGHT LIFE

WHATEVER THE PAIN OF STRIFE

SHE IS INTELLIGENT, AS BRIGHT AS THE SUN

WHENEVER I LNEED A HUG SHES THERE TO GIVE ME ONE

WHENEVER I DO AN OUTRAGEOUS THING

I RECIEVE A WISE AND POWERUL TALKING

OH YES WE HAD SOME SEVERE UPS AND DOWNS

NO MATTER WHAT SHE STILL STAYS AROUND

DID I MENTION SHE DOES THIS ALL BY HERSELF

SHE DESERVES HUNDREDS OF AWARDS ON A SHELF

WEVE BEEN THROUGH IT ALL

IN LIFE SHE GETS RIGHT BACK UP WHENEVER THERES A FALL

WHEN I SCREAMED I HATE YOU SHE KNEW I DIDNT MEAN THAT

YOU KNOW SHE YELLS I LOVE U TOO RIGHT BACK?!

ONLY GOD IS PUT ABOVE HER

IF U DIDNT KNOW THE ANSWER IS MY MOTHER

HE'S APART OF ME

Fri Jul 20 16:27:25 -0700 2007

I LUV HIM, HE LUV ME

WHENEVER HE TALKS TO ME,  ITS SO SINCERELY

HE'D DO JUST ABOUT ANYTHING I ASK HIM TO DO

ALL HE'LL SAY BACK IS WHAT, WHERE, AND WHO.

I WOULD MAYBE DO WHATEVER HE WANTS FROM ME

EVEN WHEN HE GOES OFF AND ACT SO STUPIDLY

WE ARE TOGETHER! NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAYZ!

WE STICKIN TOGETHER FOR YEARS MONTHS WEEKS AND DAYZ!

HE'LL SHARE WHATEVER HE HAS,MATERIALS AND ADVICE, WITH YOUR'S TRULY

EVEN WHEN IM OUT OF LINE AND ACT UNRULY

WHO IS HE, OH HE IS NO OTHER

THAN J  MY BEST FRIEND AND BROTHER

 

LOVE

Fri Jul 20 16:18:00 -0700 2007

IM SITTIN IN MY ROOM HEAD TILTED 2 DA SIDE

MA MOMMA STEADY SAYIN I LOOK ALL DREAMYEYED

MA STOMACH IS CHURNING

THERE IS A CERTAIN PERSON IM YEARNING

I SEE THEIR FACE IN MA BOWL OF HONEY NUT CHEERIOS

WHY IZ HE IN MA HEAD I DONT KNOW

I START WALKIN AROUND BEIN ALL SMILEY

LAUGHIN WHENEVER HE TALKS TO ME

HE'S PUT A SPELL ON ME WITH HIS VOICE

SHOULD I TELL HIM ABOUT IT? I TRY AND MAKE A CHOICE

HIS NAME I WONT TELL MY FRIENDS

WHEN I DO THEY SAY HE AINT NOTHIN THEN

WHAT IS THIS OH SO CRAZY FEELIN IN MYSELF I WANNA ASK A DOCTER

THIS FEELIN STARTS TO BE A BOTHER

SO U ASK WHAT AM I THINKIN OF

I ANSWER I THINK I WANNA FALL OUT OF LOVE.

 

Where Im From

Thu Jul 19 15:29:02 -0700 2007

I was born in a small town in Arkansas by the name of Pine Bluff.

In the country, yea that gud down South.

I come from strong families. The Wilson family, the Goins, and the Davis family.

I was raised under the idea that good things dont come easy.

I was raised listening to rap, hip hop, and R&B. T-pac, Aaliyah, and TLC

I'd make up songs and raps. and get ups from my family.

I came from watchin B girls and B boys playin basketball and showin luv 2 people who cant play

I come from where people sit and get rides on the back of pick up trucks.

I came up without my Daddy.

He has been in prison since i ws a little bit.

I grew up writing letters back and forth to him.

I grew up knowing my familt got ma back and knowing they'll tell you u not doing right when u not!

I grew up with people always around me.

I grew up sittin wit ma brotha

and having love 4 him and all them otha Be Be's kids no matter wat they did

I grew up to be Shana Wilson.

I like the way u hate

Sun May 13 17:23:22 -0700 2007

People hatin on me like its they occupation

Tell me sh*t 2 ma face so there's no complication

I scared of no ***** or chick

If u wanna squad up then jus come with it

Im out here doin what i do best

If u come between me and and ma goals u get a shot 2 the chest

Keep hatin cause u doin me a favor

Step up and shock u like i stuck u wit a tazer

A dedication

Sun Feb 25 17:56:48 -0800 2007
Hi everybody i would like to have your moment in time to say. Thank u Chicken

huh

Sun Feb 25 17:45:47 -0800 2007

huh u say u dont like me

im just myself n people wanna fight me

i dont care yet im cant help to be known

not another lifeless human drone

 

 

me n ma cuzzo rap

Sun Dec 31 04:47:47 -0800 2006
These ****** out here be tryin 2 talk they **** They aint the **** one bit Think they hard and stay on the grind Thats why they stay at the back of my mind Get on my nerves with that **** so i tell him wat it be Take a real man to be with a girl like me.

whyd ya have to go and have to be so complicated?

Sun Jun 18 03:44:32 -0700 2006
here we is yet again arguin this is like the hundreth time again. When i say somethin' you neva pay no mind Now i make ya listen and not be so kind When i talk you like the opposite thing to say But thats okay You'll learn someday.

confusion...Its a b**ch

Sun Jun 18 03:38:28 -0700 2006
When I be like what the hell they in shock act like i been living under a rock Look at me crazy like im sooooo lost When i pay a 'whatever' can you pay back the cost. When im confused i bet ya feel a lot smarter and a retarded reck errrr wrong ya UNcorrect beeeeeeeeeee-yotch!!!!

Love.....what is it

Sun Jun 18 03:28:24 -0700 2006
Love, is it a temporary event? Something that is forever and always content? Is it something that is always true? Does it start, then ends and rips the heart out you? Is it a fat lie or sometihing that was meant to be? Love...what is it....you tell me.
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